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| I fear that my use of xanga has come to be almost nothing. I am posting all further blogs on myspace. Peace xanga. I will visit you to remember what was.
Ciao.
Jeremy.
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| outback is going well.
i seem to constantly need change.
In some aspects of my life, I think I'm just very
disappointed.
I assumed that certain things would happen.
I used to think that life had a standardized chronological guideline.
It's hard to believe that anymore.
Sometimes I feel that I'm being held at an immature level
because I chose to be mature.
Sometimes I want to lower my morals.
Sometimes I want to just live life like everyone else.
But I don't let myself do things like that.
It's not in my nature.
It's not me.
As of late I find myself making justifications.
My actions shouldn't need justification.
I want to fit - somewhere.
I look like a pot head (so they tell me)
and my looks completely betray my actions.
I can't be with people that accept/like my appearacnce
because we act differently
and I can't be with people of similiar actions
because we look differently
(I'm speaking in generalizations of course).
Maybe I'll just clean myself up and look for a church.
I think that's what I need.
I don't know.
I wish I could revisit February 15, 2006.
From the looks of it, I was feeling really damn good.
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